You cant always get what you want.
And somertimes not getting what you want is what you need. Why don't you just trust the proces?
Follow me, let's walk together through this wonderland that sometimes stinks like sulphur of your demons and sometimes of the glory of your victory.
I know it hurts sometimes. What hurts more? Your ego? Or your body? Are you still aching for attention and approval? It's on the menu, only if you do your absolute best. When I see you weep. I will be there for you.